thoughts just before launch..

The secret of happiness is to want what you have. Next time you are waiting in traffic, think of the glory of your car. Think of the glory that a family needs you at home. Think of how you are lending your hand to the work of the world by hurrying away on your errand.

Look at all this, you have!

Stop wanting, and the mountains created by your desire melt into a new sea...


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